Rasya Adelya ♥
Zayn Malik
14.11.97. Sweet 14. Flying solo. I ♥ Zayn Malik . (:
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Let's runaway and don't ever look back
Saturday, October 23, 2010, 1:31 PM
Can I shout as loud as I want until the whole world can feel my pain ? I feel so down right now . Seriously , I never ever felt so down like this before . Can I jot down everything here ? I want to but I'm not comfortable with it . Can I private my blog so that the only people I trust can read ? Haaish . Never mind , I just let everything flow here . So , no longer he will be get out of this school . Man , I'm so sad . I'm feeling so desperate to chat with him when he's online . But seriously , I don't have the courage . Sharini advice me to just sent him msg . But , I think that way look like as if I'm so desperate . Yeah , I am desperate but I don't want him to see that I'm so desperate . Despo , despo , despo . Haaish . Who can make me feel more better ? Ouuhh , situation like this I just need my friends beside me . )': Sharini already tried to make me cheer up . She also did mention that the old me who is brave and supporting is gone . He stole everything from me ! Stupid lah . Fuck , I fucked up . When , I chat with Nad , she said that , I talk no link . You know , what I meant right ? Fuck this feeling ah . Never mind , on Monday , I want to meet all of my friends . And have fun with them , go crazy with them . Friends is still the best ! Not like love , make us sad-sad-sad like crazy people want to be emo all the time . I don't want to be crazy just because of love okay . Hahah .